As you’ve read from my article “It Is Done”, you know by now that the moment you have a desire, it’s from the God within you. It’s God giving you a little nudge like, “Hey wake up, I want you to experience this thing!”. So when you deplete yourself, or question your desires, you’re “sinning”’as Neville says. You’re depleting your inner God/Goddess from what he/she truly wants to experience. Your body is merely a vehicle expressing the beautiful wonders and capabilities of this infinite power within you. Like we always say- it’s Who You Really Are.
This is also why, there is no such thing as “you should be content with what you have” or “you can get something better” or “you need to be okay with it”. Because if God felt that way, they wouldn’t have given you that desire in the first place! That’s again, the human self, trying to justify things, and wanting to stay in that comfort zone. You’re meant to experience this thing, you’re meant to have that person you love and adore. And you’re meant to have that amount of money you want, the career, the home, the car, and the plethora of other lovely experiences.
A lot of people feel the need to keep doing many techniques, or visualize harder, intend harder, try harder etc., because they think something else must be done. Of course, this only stems from a lack of understanding the power within you. But most importantly, it comes from a lack of truly taking the leap of faith, and finally accepting who you are. It’s much easier to accept who you are, than to keep forcing yourself or questioning yourself. The human consciousness, with all of its John Smith/Jane Doe limitations, is only capable of perceiving all of the negatives- debt, disease, fear, lack, hatred, judgment, and so on.
If when you have a desire, God is speaking through you, then there is no need for you to repeatedly force yourself to do things over and over and over again. Because it came from God in the first place, so he/she doesn’t need a reminder! You do not need to constantly force yourself to do techniques or tools, because it simply means you are still in your human state. You see proof of this all the time. You didn’t force yourself, you have simply allowed yourself to have that thing (by not questioning or doubting), and then it manifested. So trust me, God doesn’t need anymore reminders from you. In fact, it’s the other way around.
When you have doubts, fears, negative thoughts, or anything of that nature, it doesn’t want to be there. I like to view it as this- it’s also the God within me, telling me to finally let these thoughts flee. Reminding me of who I really am. And the only way to let those thoughts flee, is to only open the door to your God consciousness when it comes knocking. There is no power greater than this God consciousness. It can diminish those doubts and fears, if you allow it to. By simply reminding your human self in any given moment, of who you really are. Rather than asking “what am I doing wrong?”, “why am I like this?”, ask yourself “who am I?”, “what would a God/Goddess think right now?”, “which door am I going to open today?”. Yes, you have the conscious decision to choose. No, it’s not difficult. By saying this, you create more difficulties and more staying stuck in your human self.
Choose to only open the door you want, not by forcing or repressing your negative thoughts, or that anxious and uncomfortable feeling in the pit of your stomach/chest. But by stillness. The least amount of force or action needed. The more you get angry at your thoughts, the tighter you keep that door closed! And the only person that feels bad, is you!
When people say something has “clicked” for them, it simply means that they have finally accepted who they really are. Because your God consciousness is much more powerful than the human limitations. They have finally cracked open their shell, and have refused to give in to the old self. You don’t need to wait for it to “click”. Waiting leads to more waiting, accepting leads to more accepting. You just have to accept right now, right this moment that you are this powerful being. The only thing truly standing in your way, are your doubts and fears.
Neville says we must have a burning desire within us. How I perceive a burning desire, is not something you want really really badly. To me, it’s how willing are you to get out of your familiar and comfortable zone? How willing are you to finally persist and not give up? For me, I was fed up and tired of the old life, of the old me, and so I had a burning desire to be reborn again. I was willing to take the leap of faith, and never question my desires any longer. No matter how long it took, it was worth it, rather than putting myself through the agony of hot and cold results, and feeling bad. Especially since you know you have the ability to choose differently, and never settle for less!
But I’ll tell you, I had many fears, doubts and falling back into my old self on my journey. Yet I still manifested all the things I wanted, plus more, and I’m still doing so every day. The difference is, I didn’t question the doubts or fears, I accepted them as wanting to leave me, just as easily as I accepted the desire wanting to replace them. It can’t go wrong, because your desire is already yours. There’s nothing wrong with you, you’re only choosing to perceive this the wrong way.
You’re looking at it from the mask of your human self, rather than your Godself. When you feel the need to forcefully do something, or when you start questioning or doubting, ask yourself if you’re doing this from the person who already knows who they truly are. And you’ll know. Because it’ll feel bad if it’s coming from the human self.
Now, this is definitely a process. It’s definitely a journey, and it’s okay. Even if you have doubts or fears, your desire is still yours and you can still manifest everything you want, because it’s already existing for you and ready for you. That’s why it’s okay to be patient and allow yourself that transformation. Because that thing isn’t running away! And I’m sure you don’t want to go back in that relationship, manifesting all of the old patterns and old things anyway, and the same thing with the rest of your life.
This is why I said before, make this a LIFESTYLE! Because God so desperately is waiting for you to open that door and manifest the things you want ALL OF THE TIME! Stop making him/her wait!
Even when things get worse, and trust me, they got extremely worse for me at times, your desires are STILL yours. It’s not that you “can” have all of it. It’s already yours, so nothing more to do than to allow. All you need to do right now, is ask yourself what’s stopping you from accepting the Godself? Which angle are you viewing this from?