Before I discovered Neville around Spring this year, I was living as a slave to my limiting beliefs. For example, that I needed to save any penny for Japan and to be as frugal as possible. My world reflected this state of lack, anxiety, and worry perfectly.
When I finally realized there is nothing to change in my external world as it’s just a result and mirror of my inner world, my states of consciousness – my jaw dropped.
A few weeks after this realization I got an e-mail from my university stating that the application period for a full scholarship, for our obligatory year studying in Japan, had started. I still had some thoughts like “they only choose candidates with straight A’s or those who already are fluent in Japanese”. This belief was also kind of reflected by my lecturers – of course, because they’re also just me pushed out. I had enough. I sat with myself, went within, and asked myself what’s really going on. I went deeper and my real desire wasn’t just the scholarship, so that I don’t have to worry about saving money to be able to live there as a student. No, deep down I wanted to be safe and feel abundant. And I wanted to prove my worth, that I can have that too.
So, I began to let go of these beliefs and began to realize (and I still do), that I have all of these root desires – abundance, health, confidence, security, well-being, completeness/oneness already within me. Those feelings are mine; those feelings are me, a part of my true infinite Self!
I had enough and started to apply for this scholarship – which, by the way, is a perfect match for my studies. It is where I must finish one semester studying at a Japanese university and doing an internship in this particular order. This scholarship supports exactly this kind of study program abroad.
I wrote a vulnerable, transparent application letter, knowing that my job here is to be myself and that there’s nothing to hide. I said to myself, “you know girl, you deserve the world, and of course, you’re going to be accepted for this scholarship – Japan is waiting for you!”. I began to tap into the feelings of already having it and even wrote myself an email from the commission team that I got accepted – it “felt real”. Then I let go, and whenever a thought about this popped up, I felt gratitude and thanked my God Self for reminding me of my beautiful gift.
Long story short, I got an e-mail that they had chosen me and I was grateful and happy. I still am, but I also knew with confidence that it would happen.
My dear reader, if you ever desire something – whether it’s a job, a program, etc., even if you don’t perfectly fit the requirements, you can have it. Your desire is yours, and any requirements are just limitations. Don’t let any limitations limit you. You are limitless! You are infinite, why should these even bother you?!
About The Author
Nea is a university student, translator, and life coach from Germany. Discovering the teachings of the Law did not only help her with letting go of limitations, but ending the cycle of the endless search for any answers in the external – which she already has inside of her. She healed relationships, mental health issues and so much more through starting to believe and live as God. She is now helping to spread the message with her community, family, friends, and everyone else she could think of. Everyone deserves to know that they’re able to create the sweetest life by simply going beyond the body and mind, and remembering who they truly are.