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There Are No Requirements For Manifesting Your Desires

This article will be complementary to my last article.

When a child is screaming and crying for a toy, what do you think goes on in their head when they are doing this? They probably are not thinking “maybe I shouldn’t be crying, because then I won’t get it”. No, they most likely cry because they think that the crying will lead to them getting the toy.

I remembered when I was younger, I was at the toy store with my mom and my sister. I saw this toy that I really wanted, and my mom said “no, maybe next time”. I then proceeded to cry and throw a fit. Then, she bought it for me. My reasoning for crying was that she would get it for me, and she did.

There’s a valuable lesson that can be learnt from this. For me, I realized that there truly are no requirements for manifesting wonderful things in my life. If it were the case, then how did we manifest our entire lives so effortlessly and naturally, without a rule book?

Your desires are not dependent upon anything specific. There are no conditions placed on it, or specific requirements. I am sure you already know this, from my previous articles. But, I want to dive a little deeper. Like you, as I experience life here as a human, I am constantly learning new things, and gaining insight from the God within me.

In my Father’s house are many mansions. The word translated “mansion” means to stay in a certain place; state; relation; or expectancy.” There are infinite states from which you may view the world. You may enter a state and abide there until it becomes your home or you could be simply passing through for a moment, but it is a state, one of your Father’s mansions. Choose the mansion in your Father’s house that you would like to enter. Assume you are already there. Feel the reality of the state surround you and you have arrived. Your dream is now true, but you must abide there!

When you leave this auditorium tonight you expect to return to the place you left to come here. At the moment this auditorium is solid and real, while your home is only a mental image. So what is a home? It is the state to which your thoughts most constantly return. Are you thinking from the state you desire? Or is your dream just a passing fancy, a daydream you enjoyed for the moment and then dropped? You can tell if you abide in your house of desire by watching your thoughts, for the state in which you most constantly return constitutes your dwelling place.

Neville Goddard

I like to view every reality as being in its own separate room. The mansion, or state, as Neville says, that I choose to dwell in, is accepting that my desires are mine, no matter what. That everything I experience and feel, is part of the fulfillment. Within my mansion are many different rooms, or realities, and all I need to do, is to walk straight into any one of them- no requirements necessary.

For example, you may be sitting in your living room right now. If you want to go into your kitchen, you don’t contemplate on how to go there. You do not wonder “How should I live in the end of going into the kitchen?”, “When will the kitchen appear? Where is it?”, “Should I feel happy before going to the kitchen?”, “Or maybe I should let go?”, “Do I need to wait until it’s the perfect timing?”.

Probably not. You probably do not care at all what you are feeling or thinking, or what happened 1 hour ago, you just walk straight into it. This is exactly how you should view your manifestations. There are no requirements to jump from one reality to the next. You do not have to feel like an all powerful, perfect, happy, blissful God. We emphasize a lot on our website, to remember who you really are.

To me, knowing you are the God of your reality, does not mean constantly feeling powerful, or always reminding yourself of it. It is realizing that there are no labels, or a “how to” manual, attached to your desires.

Circumstances Are Irrelvant

Similarly, the circumstances that previously manifested in your life, whether it be 1 second, or 1 lifetime ago, have no relevance to your desires whatsoever. It does not determine whether your desires manifest quickly or not. Even if you have been negative your entire life and manifesting unlovely things, right here, right now, things can start to turn around instantaneously. You do not have to go through a long spiritual awakening.

Experiencing a re-birth, and going through the process of remembering who you really are, does not have to hinder you from manifesting your desires. Although I am learning and growing every single moment, I never think that I have to be perfect, and then I can have what I want. I simply declare that my desires are done right now, no matter what, and I accept this story as being true for me. It always works out.

Self love, feeling worthy of your desires, believing in it, and a terrible break up, does not determine the length of time in which your desires manifest. You do not have to wait until you overcome your limiting beliefs, because that is still you accepting that you have them. It doesn’t matter, at all, how bad things looked yesterday, or even the person that you were. It doesn’t matter what he/she said. It does not matter if your person or thing is on the moon, or has been abducted by aliens. It doesn’t matter their religion, caste system, or what their family members and friends said.

Circumstances do not determine how your desires will manifest, when it will, or if it will. I see many people still basing their manifestation off of the “facts” of the external world.

“He/She said this. This happened, and they said this”. None of that matters. Only you get to determine the facts, so therefore you should always accept and reject what it is you prefer. Only you get to decide what the facts are, because you are the only God and operant power of your reality. Even if the situation seems completely hopeless, or like all of the odds seem like they are stacked against you. It does not matter at all, and there are no “buts”.

Choose Your Preference

Don’t ask how things will happen, and don’t ask if something can happen. Choose that your desires are manifesting right here, right now, no matter what. No one, and nothing, determines whether your desires are going to manifest, therefore you should never ask if you are doing the right thing or not. Because people and circumstances do not determine how your desires will manifest, only you do.

Make the decision that nothing you can do is wrong, and that every action is the right action. Desiring to manifest something specific, or instantly, is more than possible. The journey is beautiful indeed, but a long, drawn out journey, is not required either. Suffering is not a requirement to be a powerful manifestor.

Do not contemplate circumstances, or the so called “facts”, simply command what it is you want. Like our lovely Toyin said, the outside world is always taking its commands from you. So therefore, it makes no sense for you to take your commands from it.

Wondering if you should, or shouldn’t do a specific technique, or if you are doing it right or not, is still you assuming that your desires require something in order to manifest, and that it isn’t already yours.

The Bridge of Events & Instant Manifestations

I have an entire article dedicated to the bridge of events. However, I do not get caught up in the bridge of events. I simply observe it, and feel nothing towards it. I have noticed that many people are still stuck in manifesting only bridges. If you continuously focus on everything being a bridge, and never accept that your desires are yours now, then you will keep manifesting bridges. It is completely fine to observe it and enjoy the journey, and prepare and anticipate, but I do not see many people enjoying the journey.

Most people are labeling things as bridges, but still thinking that they are doing something wrong. This is not living in the end, of your desires being yours. We also manifest our own bridge of events, and time lags. There is no time necessary, or required, for you to manifest your desires. Of course, there is nothing wrong with it taking some time, but you should also be aware, that it is also completely possible to manifest your desires instantly.

Wanting to manifest something instantly, is not bad, and it does not mean you want your desires desperately. You are simply choosing your preference and making your own rules. If Jesus did it, and did it without contemplating anything, then why should you? Jesus said we can do everything he can, and even more.

However long your desires take to manifest, is completely dependent upon you, and your beliefs and assumptions. The bridge of events, does not have to be something that takes long. You do not have to wait for anything to click. You didn’t do this before knowing about the Law, so there is no reason why it needs to be a requirement now. In fact, since you do know that you are the only God of your reality, then you should be making things easier for yourself.

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Jennifer is a freelance writer currently working on her first fiction novel. Living in the labyrinth of New York City, she has learnt to use the Law in every aspect of her life to awaken the Godself within her. Her aim is to spread this beautiful knowledge to others so they may also find peace and love within.

49 Comments

  • Pamela
    October 17, 2019 at 8:12 AM

    Jennifer, I’ve been going through your articles and I absolutely love every single one of them. I always feel so empowered after reading your posts. Your writing style is amazing!
    Thank you for the great reminder that I can have all that I want right now and that there’s no need for myself or the circumstances to be perfect for my desire to manifest on the screen of space.

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    • Jennifer Ramdeo
      October 22, 2019 at 9:08 AM

      Hi Pamela! Thank you for this sweet comment and for being so supportive. It means the world to me that my articles could help you. You are always on the right path 🙂 <3

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  • IamGoddess
    October 17, 2019 at 8:46 AM

    Thank you Jen! You’re articles are absolutely empowering! 💖

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    • Jennifer Ramdeo
      October 22, 2019 at 9:10 AM

      Thank you beautiful Goddess! You are absolutely amazing. Lots of love! <3

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  • IamGoddess
    October 17, 2019 at 8:47 AM

    Thank you Jen! Your articles are absolutely empowering! 💖

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  • Jennifer Hudson
    October 17, 2019 at 8:53 AM

    Jennifer. I am sitting here on a cold MN fall morning. I was in tears…almost like I was too proceeding into a temper tantrum telling myself as God of my reality out loud.. I want it TODAY. I went on to be very specific in what I said I wanted TODAY not tomorrow not next week, TODAY. I was crying anxious mess. I got onto FB….BAM there was your post. I love you Jennifer, your spirit is so beautiful and precious. You speak to me and articulate things in ways that just open it all up for understanding. I even said I dont understand this state “stuff” I just want what I want and I want it now, today! And then your explanation of states… wow. Thank you. Many hugs.

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    • Jennifer Ramdeo
      October 22, 2019 at 9:11 AM

      And it happened! How beautiful was this. Your success story on our FB group will, and has already, inspired so many people 🙂 <3 Lots of love to you and thank you so much for always being so amazing! 🙂

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  • Zeba Parveen
    October 17, 2019 at 10:58 AM

    great so inspiring.. tears**

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    • Jennifer Ramdeo
      October 22, 2019 at 9:12 AM

      thank you! I am so glad my article inspired you <3

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    • Jennifer Hudson
      October 22, 2019 at 12:36 PM

      Thank you Jennifer! I may just write an article at some point on some cold Minnesota winter weekend.

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  • R
    October 17, 2019 at 3:25 PM

    Jen, you are amazing amazing amazing and amazing! Love to you!!

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    • Jennifer Ramdeo
      October 22, 2019 at 9:13 AM

      you are amazing amazing amazing!! I love you! Thank you so much for supporting and for being here. I know exactly who this is 🙂 <3

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  • Harsha Paulraj
    October 17, 2019 at 4:42 PM

    Nice job on this site!

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    • Jennifer Ramdeo
      October 22, 2019 at 9:14 AM

      Thank you! We love writing for you guys and inspiring people 🙂 Thank you for dropping by and commenting!

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  • Carol
    October 17, 2019 at 6:43 PM

    I am done, I am done believing there is a time lag. I manifest instantly! He is mine right now, today! Today we are back together & he is my boyfriend! He is mine right now, right here, no matter what!!!! Thank you so much!

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    • Jennifer Ramdeo
      October 22, 2019 at 9:15 AM

      Yes! Yes he is. I loved reading your beautiful success story. It was amazing! 🙂 <3

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  • Rachael
    October 17, 2019 at 8:22 PM

    Just wonderful! Xx

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    • Jennifer Ramdeo
      October 22, 2019 at 9:16 AM

      thank you for supporting! I am glad you loved the article 🙂 <3

      Reply
  • Laura
    October 18, 2019 at 12:29 AM

    Jen. Thank you for another amazing article. How do you deal that when you put a time frame for your manifestation, like today, this month, but it didn’t come to pass? Will you continue to tell yourself that it will come to pass no matter what? Thank you.

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    • Jennifer Ramdeo
      October 22, 2019 at 9:19 AM

      Hi Laura! Thank you for your sweet comment and for supporting. I don’t think anything of it when something doesn’t manifest in the external world, because it has already manifested in my imagination. It was instant, I felt it, I experienced it, therefore it is done. I just observe the external world and move on. With more persistence and connecting with your Godself, it will be much easier. Yes continue to know that because you have already declared something, it is here and done no matter what! 🙂 I know it’s done for you already, lots of love <3

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  • David Tounquet
    October 18, 2019 at 6:28 AM

    You are truly My Sister Goddess of My universe 😉 I Am happy I manifested you, I am eternally grateful.

    Much love Jennifer <3

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    • Jennifer Ramdeo
      October 22, 2019 at 9:20 AM

      Aww! I am so happy I manifested you! Thank you for being so sweet, kind, and supportive. It truly means so much to me. Lots of love <3

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      • Samantha Massaro
        June 19, 2020 at 7:01 PM

        Hi Jennifer! I just want to say that your teachings have showed me the importance of giving/not giving meaning and creating your own rules. I saw someone commented asking what would you do if you wanted to see your manifestation in one month but it did not appear in the 3D. You said you would know it already happened because you saw it in your imagination. But of course we do want to experience things in the 3D world. So would you just continue to persist until you do physically see it?

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      • Isabel Fernández
        July 23, 2020 at 2:00 PM

        Wow !!! Simple, que buen enfoque tienes, aliviana mi viaje y sé que puedo divertirme, ya no siento tanta presión de si lo hago bien o no, es más sencillo, es como lo hice siempre salvo que ahora elijo que quiero experimentar. Gracias, gracias Jennifer por tu aporte !!! Saludos desde Rosario , Argentina. Soy Isabel.✨✨❤✨✨

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  • hannah
    October 19, 2019 at 8:07 AM

    I am afraid of not being enough, or good enough to receive what is mine to receive. Still, I feel a deep need to be honest, no matter the price- of which there is none.

    I need and long and want to be honest with myself. Honest with the deep pain that I feel within me not knowing if my love will ever be mine and claim me again. I have struggled for nearly 2 months. Some day I was convinced that I would manifest, and I did. Other I cried. And manifested. And most others I struggled… and sank deeper and deeper into desperation. Now, my baby has left me and I feel surrender and great sadness fill me.

    I know that none of this is needed… but I just don’t know how to get what I want. I don’t know how to recreate a mojje who loves and adores me deeply, who cannot keep himself away from me, who feels strong and balanced and ready to make me his always. And I feel deep pain as a result. A great sorrow or grief that within my bleeding heart may be the very poison that continues to hurt me.

    My mind knows that there are no conditions to it. My mind has studied. My mind has devoured. My mind has been very busy.

    One thing that I know for certain is that I cannot continue to live a life of struggle. The promise of letting go is a as seducing as a glass of water after a long bout in the desert. Though that water will be scolding hot and full of sand.

    Is it even possible to let go without simultaneously allowing the emotions and thoughts that I am trying to control and suppress to emerge into my conscious awareness…and therefore hurt me?…

    It is running away from myself..my emotions and fears.. that forces me to maintain control. But in the end.. why would that effect anything anyway?

    The only answer that naturally arises is that my desire is to live in effortlessness and ease and glory. My godself already knows that if I learn that control is the way to ensure my ultimate success in satiating my desires that my mind will then forever be stuck in control.

    But GOD! ME! You! HELLO! I can’t stand this anymore! I’ve suffered so long! I know that I am beautiful and wonderful enough to be loved like that again! Please do not harm me anymore. I will not allow it!

    I declare that I have what I want right now! No matter my pain! No matter my fear! No matter the answers that are unseen or unknown! This is my birthright. This is the reason I came here! I was not born to suffer the life of a slave. a subordinate that could be rejected. NO!

    From the wounds of my bleeding soul I declare:

    No matter what, He is mine now. Because no matter what I inspire the greatest love in others! I inspire greatness! In my self love.. my alignment to me.. my intimacy to self.. the world is intimate with me. Mojje is intimate with me. Nothing is to dark or scary to be sent away into the dark.

    I lie and I pretend when I say that I don’t mind what happens because I fucking do! He will be mine TODAY! Forever! And I will never fall asleep or wake up uncertain of my standing in his heart, mind and soul again! I am his greatest love! We are true! We catapult into a reality in which this is true. In which we are masters. free. aware. FREEEEE. powerful RIGHT FFFFUCKIN NOOOOW!

    What if this all turns out better than I imagine?

    Look me, god, a55ole or whatever. I refuse to continue living under the terms of slavery. I’ve paid my dues, balanced my checks. Give me my man now. I don’t care what you have to do to to it. But do it or else you are ffffuckin fired and I am fffuckin out of here.

    I will wait no more
    Not a second
    Not a day
    Not a week
    Not a moment longer

    I know that it is possible! I know that I decide. So obey my fffuckin orders or you are going to wish that you were never the hell born.

    THANK YOU BITTTS

    Please forgive me. I have created a sanctuary here, where I see myself reflected back to me. Where the safety I desire is here. Where the world will celebrate my success, just like all the other lucky bastards basking in the sun with their fffuckin heart’s desires!’

    GAH! It is fffuckin done. Or I am.a

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    • Jennifer Ramdeo
      October 22, 2019 at 9:22 AM

      It’a already done hun. You are a Goddess and you always receive whatever you desire, no matter what. I already see it for you. I want it for you, therefore it is done <3

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  • El
    October 29, 2019 at 9:51 AM

    I soooo love re reading your posts also in the FBgroup. I was wondering if you would consider to speak your blogs to make them audible and people could listen to your wisdom as well?
    Because it is not always possible to read. But listening on the road or at night would be great! Perhaps on YouTube or so? Or with some software program? Just an idea…
    Thank you for all that you do!🙏💎

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  • Gareth
    October 30, 2019 at 8:41 AM

    Amazing inspirational… thank you this is greatly appreciated. Well written and accurate!

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  • Pooja
    July 16, 2020 at 5:36 AM

    Jeniffer u simply amazing ur concept is so clear and detailed too i dont have words to appreciate u

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  • DJ
    January 4, 2021 at 5:03 AM

    So just assume that my desires whether it be a job an SP are already done and they’re coming to me because I said they’re done and mine. And anything happening right now is just the bridge of events that will give me the desires?

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  • B
    January 25, 2021 at 11:50 AM

    This was so relieving to read after having such a huge circumstance pop up in my journey, I have felt hopeless. Thank you for the reminder that circumstances don’t matter because I already claimed my desire the moment that I first wanted it. The challenge is in the remaining calm. I tell myself perhaps this “mountainous obstacle” is here to teach me patience and trust in my self and in my desire coming to pass regardless of how hopeless it seems.

    I would love to see more articles about dealing with challenging circumstances. Thank you for such a beautifully written article as always Jenn.

    Love,

    B

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  • Bella
    April 6, 2021 at 7:11 PM

    So I don’t have to live in the end?? Or I do?? Because I always see people pointing out “Oh this and this and this” actually indicates you’re not living in the end and feeling it real and it’s things I never would have thought of and it’s always so confusing. Like even in this article you said “you wouldn’t be thinking about how do I live in the end to go to the kitchen, you would just go to the kitchen” but then later you say “making everything a bridge of events isn’t living in the end”… not needing to figure out how to live in the end would be really relieving to me because it’s so confusing but that’s always what it comes back to…

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    • B
      April 6, 2021 at 8:47 PM

      As God you are never NOT living in the end. You don’t need to “try” to live in the end because you already are. Your natural state is the wish fulfilled no matter how you feel you are always in the wish fulfilled because as God that is the only reality. 💜

      Hope this helps

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      • Bella
        April 7, 2021 at 11:59 AM

        So can I just drop the concepts of living in the end and figuring out the feelings of the wish fulfilled if they’re stressful to me / make me overthink? Would that work?

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        • B
          April 7, 2021 at 12:00 PM

          100%. JUST BE!

          Everything is working out for you no matter what. You don’t need to DO anything. You can just relax and let everything unfold.

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          • Bella
            April 7, 2021 at 2:00 PM

            Thank you :^((( This works for revision / changing the past too right ?

  • B
    April 7, 2021 at 3:56 PM

    Yep. With everything. You don’t need to do anything. Just be. Everything is working itself out naturally. And when we try to get involved and control things we are just getting in our own way instead of letting it all happen as it’s meant to! Just trust that it will. And trust yourself. It is done.

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    • Bella
      April 7, 2021 at 5:16 PM

      Thanks for response…. do you mind explaining what you mean by getting involved and controlling things?
      My method right now is basically just writing down statements in a notebook, that what I write is done because I’ve declared it and I’m being intentional about it, not sure what to do when it comes up afterwards, I go through a bunch of emotions or what to think

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  • B
    April 7, 2021 at 6:14 PM

    It’s already yours! you don’t even need to write it down.
    A desire is like a notification of what is to come!
    When we try to “manifest” things then it feels awful because we are trying to micromanage the process when it’s already worked out for us. All responsibility is removed from our shoulders. Isn’t that wonderful?

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    • Bella
      April 7, 2021 at 6:47 PM

      I do really like how you framed it that the desire is like a notification of what is to come… That’s really pleasing
      It would be wonderful but… in practice I think the reason it’s so difficult and why I keep feeling the need to write it down and get the right wording (and keep starting over?) is because I have many many many different things I want to change in different areas (people, abstract things like having a perfect memory, personality changes) and i don’t know how to keep them all in my head and get it straight + many of them are very specific and complicated, and I’m also not sure which of them conflict, and which ones I want people to remember and which ones I don’t, you see it gets complicated… it’s hard to know clearly what the story is and then sometimes my desire changes because of confusion
      Just for context I’ve been at this for a long time trying to find a system and set of rules that makes sense but still have never really been able to change things or gotten to the point where I’ve done a clear script to focus on for a set period and then letting it go, I’m at the stage where I’m trying to focus on just two main things for now but even that is divided into like 20 affirmations to reassure myself of
      If I’m not writing it down would I just think of it once and just not think about it again? And how would I know that like… everything would turn out how I want it to / not change something I don’t want to change?
      Sorry about all the questions also

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      • Bella
        April 7, 2021 at 6:53 PM

        Also I just can’t help but wonder why I wouldn’t have been changing the past like crazy all the times I desperately wanted to if it was as easy as just thinking it, I just get so confused again even after trying to understand this for months, even after convincing myself I do understand this many times it always comes back to not understanding so many things

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        • Bella
          April 7, 2021 at 6:57 PM

          Sorry for adding on but I had the thought of like, maybe it’s because of not ignoring the 3D and trying to change it outside instead of in my head, but I still try and do that all the time now and it still doesn’t really affect change and i still often return to being very confused no matter how much i read and try and study or how many rules i change

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    • Bella
      April 7, 2021 at 7:21 PM

      Okay so for example an extremely unlovely thing happened to me today that kept getting worse and I definitely have the desire to change it and revise to just not have happened but I just have no idea how and like I of course need to keep responding to it in the “3D” and it’s really confusing

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  • B
    April 7, 2021 at 8:03 PM

    The 3D isn’t real. It’s just a shadow. Only your imagination is real. There’s no need to stress or contemplate anything. Everything unfolds for you naturally regardless of how many desires there are. Desires come from God. Creation is finished. It sounds too simple and easy but there’s literally nothing you need to do, no techniques, nothing. It’s already done. Just do things you enjoy, and let it all come together. You’ll see. 🙂

    Trust in the unseen.

    “Walk by faith not by sight.”
    “Faith doesn’t question, faith knows.”

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    • Bella
      April 8, 2021 at 10:49 AM

      Thank you again for the response it’s really appreciated…. I will try to put that into practice like really I will I already have ideas but what if I DO experience stress and pain and the feeling of lack and not knowing how to respond to myself when thinking like, I want to text this person, or having difficulty having faith?

      And you’re saying even if I have so many things and details to have changed that I can’t remember them all it wouldn’t matter?

      Also I want to tell another story from last night where the person above me was shaking the cieling and stomping and slamming things on the ground all night for hours as I was trying to sleep and it was reaking havoc on my nervous system like I was really shaking and I kept saying “You went to bed early tonight, everything is okay, my revisions are instant no matter what, they’re instant no matter what” and there were some periods of silence that I tried to just enjoy and switch the thought to like what I was gonna have for breakfast tomorrow or something but it always kept coming back and causing me physical pain it was really difficult

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      • Bella
        April 8, 2021 at 10:25 PM

        (This is gonna be pretty negative, I’m sorry)
        It’s happening again, cieling shaking, i’m surprised it hasn’t broken through after so many months of it sounding like trees falling over and over all night, and I have such sensory overwhelm wreaking havoc on my nervous system disorder I just can’t take the sensations, and I’ve never been able to do anything about it no matter what I try, even not trying and trying to state what I want and then think of something else, which is extremely difficult to do because it’s just connected to my nerves and pain and heart palpitations
        I’ve been going through so much ableism and so much disability rage because of the system still after so many years and even though I can “feel the wish fulfilled” when I meditate for a second or two or always before I sleep I can never hold on to it, what if I just am always going to be full of very justified hate and negativity because it’s connected to my bones and my nerves and my disability rage and that prevents me from changing anything, what if I can’t do things I enjoy because my life is so stressful in general right now, what if my disabilities themselves whch are a constant just profoundly stress me out all the time, and then cause me to feel all these things (lack, emotional pain and stress, difficulty having faith)

        Tonight the thought also that theres this amazing law that apparently works for so many people but ive never been able to grasp, never been able to do anything with, after so many months of trying from many angles is also extremely depressing / discouraging

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