To desire to manifest on the screen of space, is to accept that there is no longer anything to wait for. Acceptance of this truth, is the willingness to look at life through a magnifying glass that is beyond physical senses, limitations, reason and logic.
There are worlds within worlds within worlds. Each moment that you are consciously aware that you are in any of these worlds, including the one you are in, in this instant reading these sentences, is still a dream. A dream no different than the one where seemingly miracles and fantasy occurs. Where the controller is in your hands, and the pictures forming wherever you focus your attention, is held into place by you. You- the only source from which things, people, and events exist.
I say, it is no miracle or fantasy, but simply the willingness to extend beyond the illusion caused by human thinking. Yet, even when you think “humanly”, you are still the only power that exists- God, thinking and experiencing in a particular state, with its limitations and all.
It takes a certain boldness to no longer settle for what the shadows show you. To look beyond the seemingly “bad”, even if the odds are against what the senses, so seemingly solid, show you. Close your eyes to this shadow world, and unify yourself with God. Go within and peer into your Father’s gift to you, where your desires become more alive than the ground you walk on. Defeat is acknowledging a false perception of who you are, and the world. It’s the judgment of appearances, and accepting anything less than the only truth.
In your presence, everything becomes perfect, and so even the shadows, no matter how bad, are instantly conformed to work in your favor. There is no other way. God has means and ways you know not of. No more will you have to beg and plea, or wonder. Give yourself permission to decide and no longer ask. Decide that God’s workings on your desires -who you really are- can never be lost or forgotten. For these desires are the only thing that exists, and the only reason you’re here. Your every breath is to accept and acknowledge this gift. To live your desires, because it is already in existence.
There is nothing more real than the existence of your desires.
Catch a glimpse of the universe walking around within you. Give it value and importance, and make it the only reality that exists for you. Think, breathe, eat, walk, and sleep this reality, until it becomes flesh.
The absence of your desires in solid form, does not mean evidence of anything far away. The lack of vividness, does not mean the lack of evidence.
Do not be discouraged when something goes opposite, or when there is chatter all around you of how it cannot work. No society, external law, family, friends or past, has any say on what you want. For your desires are God’s desires, and what can overcome the most powerful force? Not even moments of weaknesses, because there is no other truth that is alive, other than the existence of your desires. Let the tests of the external world come and go. Observe your reactions to these tests, for they will show you if you believe that your imagination is the only fact of life.
Things not going your way, is not an opportunity to revert back to the old way of thinking. Or to question the workings of your desires. It is to look beyond the senses, and see what your mortal eyes could never show you. That behind the unlovely circumstances, not far, but near, are exactly what you desire.
It is the never the shadows that determine anything, it is your reaction and perception of it, that determine how things will play out next.
I remember this, in each moment I am staring at something, or feeling the pit in my chest. I let the feeling of relief wash over me, that God and the Universe, and the promise of my desires, are there beyond the senses.
To persist, does not mean diligence or hard work. To persist is to walk through life with the understanding that you carry it all within you. That it is there whenever you ask for it. That your desires coming to pass, is a requirement of your existence, not an option.
There is only one reality, not two. And if you want to experience it, close your eyes- Be Still And Know I AM God.